a simple sentence to sumarise my whole day.
my playing is shit.













haish.
pracs are so demoralizing.
esp ensemble pracs.
im like shit compared to rest of the people lar.
now come to think of it.
i dont understand why they even took me in in the first place
like nearly everyone in my section is in sec four.
i'm in sec four too.
and look at the standard of my playing.
i probably cant compare with anybody in the band lar.
im bloodily screwed.

cant someone just kick me out.
like please. im so obviously not one of the best in singapore.
not even near lar.
im just ruining singapore's reputation.
hahh.